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You know that feeling when a tiny part of you regrets a decision, but the universe decides to show you you made the right choice? You're sick with remorse until Karma or what ever deity you believe in proves to you you were right, and you feel better.
That's how I feel right now.
Kamen decided to comment on my last post. Here's his comment, word for word:
"You fucken (sic) liar. My (sic) there was a new text from Victoria, it wasn't open to her name. You can't "accidently" (sic) open it."
I can't believe I used to take that shit from him. His suspicions, his lack of trust, his siding with anyone but me all the time. Not to mention that horrendous spelling... ;)
But his actions demonstrate a few things to me.
1 He misses me. (And that sucks for him). Why else would he read my blog? It's good quality writing, but I doubt that's it. I mean, you should see his bookshelf. (Lousy with a capital L).
2 He's immature. There's no need for me to waste time with someone like that.
3 Karma definitely exists.
So Kamen, I hope you like this post even more than you enjoyed the last.
And darling readers, learn to recognize your own worth. That will save you a lot of valuable time & prevent a lot of heartbreak.
Here's another comment, this time from an anonymous.
"Dear, you are all sorts of delusional and I really think you should have that seen to (sic). You're lying not only to yourself, but to strangers on the internet to get sympathy. I'm not saying Kamen isn't in the wrong in some points, but not in the ways you're claiming."
Okay, "dear", I'll gratify you with a real response when you have the guts not to be anonymous.
And another from Kamen. Is all he does all day think about me? Probably.
"I read your blog because I got an email update, judging by the name of it, I assumed it involved me.
I wouldn't give a flying fuck if it weren't for the little details you left out.
This is half your fault too.
You have lack of trust for going threw (sic) my stuff
Not once did I read a thing of yours with out asking.
Ps. Every time I was "asleep" talking to you, I remember everything. I know you locked me out of my phone because I wouldn't tell you the passcode.
I know you tried to get me to talk about shit.
I'm not immature, I'd like to see you deal with half the things I'm responsible for."
It's nice that he wouldn't have given a flying fuck, because he clearly did give a fuck.
Anyway. I'm aware that it takes two to make a relationship work or not work. I'm also aware of who put the most work in, toward the end: me. Afterall, did Kamen even try to come to Toronto to see me? No. I went to Florida twice (and was planning a third trip). And I take some responsibility for our relationship not working (although the lies he posted on my blog are obviously not true). And being truly mature means not having to say you aren't immature.
I'm done wasting my time on you, Kamen and anonymous. I have much better things to do with my time.
I read your blog because I got an email update, judging by the name of it, I assumed it involved me.
ReplyDeleteI wouldn't give a flying fuck if it weren't for the little details you left out.
This is half your fault too.
You have lack of trust for going threw my stuff
Not once did I read a thing of yours with out asking.
Ps. Every time I was "asleep" talking to you, I remember everything. I know you locked me out of my phone because I wouldn't tell you the passcode.
I know you tried to get me to talk about shit.
I'm not immature, I'd like to see you deal with half the things I'm responsible for.
Dear, you are all sorts of delusional and I really think you should have that seen to. You're lying not only to yourself, but to strangers on the internet to get sympathy. I'm not saying Kamen isn't in the wrong in some points, but not in the ways you're claiming.
ReplyDeleteDarling,
ReplyDeleteyou are all kinds of wonderful.
<3
I told Kamen you'd blogged about him.
ReplyDeleteAnd everytime you mention him, I will tell him. You may be hurt by whatever he ''did'' but Stop talking fucking shit about him over and over again. You say you're done with him but you're not. Youre using him to get fucking sympathy for nothing, thats just cruel. Stop trying to make out you've done fuck all wrong when youve caused more damaage than anyone else.